The boyfriend gave up and went to bed _'s pre-marital cohabitation because each is too expensive unexpectedly

The boyfriend gave up and went to bed _'s pre-marital cohabitation because each is too expensive unexpectedly

Though young 9 months only than I for I am 24 years old this year, and my cousin of the same age, the cousin tells me silently, she have child, plan, turn on annual to run wedding right away. The commodity apartment that the husband's family bought fully has already been fitted up, the cousin's mother-in-law is anxious and new
House that fit up can health in people cause hidden danger, say, move in now temporarily. I go watch bridal chamber of cousin, one water the intersection of U.S.A. and rural furniture of style of solid wood have a special style 120 flat houses, there are electrical home appliances of complete set, on even flowers pattern of the sofa and curtain being unified. In fact, all these enough to let me envy, let me the cousin's photograph of wedding gauze kerchief in whom clicking the tongue praise most. Magnificent, the happiness has the boiling water of the portrait.
The cousin asks how I thought, well, just as had just now in big winter the hot bath was watered a basin of cold water suddenly, I have made one and surged fairy.
You say, people's destiny is like this. That year, mother of cousin I ask 2 aunt because the health was too weak to follow grandparents to the gully ditch to support the the strategic hinterland of China, staying in the town looks for a government functionary, and my mother is after spending childhood of poverty in the gully ditch, return to the city at last, just find, mother has been already unable to adapt to the city that changed day by day. My father works as workers, and my every as gifted as cousin growth environment in the depressed state-owned enterprise, read for three years after the third-class university carelessly, find a job in a logistics corporation difficultly, and the cousin, is admitted to the civil servant after graduation from university, have a competent father-in-law to benefit from again, work have a favourable wind downstream, love, undertaking think what have anything.
Mother often tries to persuade me, everybody has their own lives, people can not say clearly this lifetime, day is long.
I envy cousin, feel grieved destiny to be unjust to me, I always think, I am a usual but kindhearted girl, God is sure to be concerned about mine. However, the hope is a kindhearted hope after all, the cousins are all going to marry, but I do not have even a boyfriend. The cousin always says to me, look for a good man and don't marry oneself so carelessly.
But, where is the good man? Cousin give me introduce much, but either man older in two wedding and I incompatible in outlook on life, values, mother is very worried, the surface is calm actually heart also wants I that worry about to " good man " more than mother Too been standard give in. The cousin asks I am not a virgin, I nearly want to shed the tears, I light the head gritting one's teeth, the cousin calls out and calls small especially, say the perfect girl as me, it wastes natural products to marry a successful man!



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