Thursday, October 4, 2012

After the boyfriend gets me Introduce me to his brother time of _'s love

After the boyfriend gets me Introduce me to his brother time of _'s love

When being young and ignorant, were once deceived and lost virginity. The boyfriend does not mind her past, does not mind gossip is a terrible thing, sincerely says that will stay with her. After moving, she is kind to him wholeheartedly. Can go through the puzzlement of the house hold affairs, go through the pain which loses the child
Behind the heart, unexpectedly another girl has appeared by the boyfriend, has said to her, everything will be over.
Not pure to meet people, first love makes my reputation sweep the floor
While going to the special secondary school, see the classmates have many to fall in love, I envy very much, also think someone accompanies and looks after. But because is introverted, it is few to associate with the boy, has never taken this step.
Having a weekend, room-mate and her boyfriend go out to play, calls a lot of friends, take me to go together. After that activity, there is one that lets boy on little day express good opinion to me. Though it want very much fall in love, at the beginning of,accept I by pursuit on days little, the reason is very simple, he once associated with another girl of our class, the situation was not yet clear at present, I do not want to admix to such a complicated relation.
But work with perseverance on small day, one side of his lets others pass on message and say he has already said good-bye to that girl, one side is done everything to please to me very voluntarily. I who have never gone through this kind of battle array, do not stand his sweet words, in case of not finding out about him at all, have agreed to associate with him.
I was still going to school, and already worked on small day at that time. After associating for one month, in the evening of a rainy day, come off duty, let me go to his accommodation to look for him on little day. I of no defence went, who knows that night, gave the one's own one to him for the first time in a daze unexpectedly. Later, had lived at his place for two or three days continuously. But two or three days later, I go back to school, look for the little weather, his attitude became cold suddenly, some meaning avoided on purpose.
Because pay, my psychologies have been already different at this moment, see him quite importantly, I entrust and give up friends to ask his meaning. However, the news feedbacked makes me greatly surprised. Say on small day, think us improper, plan to introduce me to his another friend What an unimaginably queer idea this is! Pay to him wholeheartedly just in me, while paying all, he wants to do so. After being angry, I find him to interrogate face to face, he can still say so. I very sad, too is very unwilling, follow he the same day, until the fact that evening go the intersection of he and the intersection of uncle and house with him.
There, I have seen his so-called wanting to give to another boy who I introduced. I am more sillily and simply either agree to his proposition, so we just talked at that night, nothing promises, nothing happened. The ones that have not thought of are, after the the night, spread the gossip in the village where one stays of home on small day, I have become a careless girl in their mouth.
Can not stand such insult, I have chosen and little natural gift hands. I tell oneself, fade from memory this first love that fails slowly.
Deeply grateful, he wants to stay with me
Having reached the Spring Festival quickly, the friend has a get-together. The ones that goes are all acquaintances, only a strange face, but this stranger seems to especially look out for me, let me engage in a small talk voluntarily. After learning I am single, he reveals and wants to become the friends of men and women's meaning with me. I bad in impression to him, can this time, I tell I must be prudent. Before making the decision, I had consulted our common friend. Modest that this strange boy shouts and studies, the friend comments on him very high, say he is honest and calm and steady, it is the people who deserve the contacts. Then, shortly after celebrating the New Year, we have begun the contacts formally.
To study the modest age is a bit larger than I, has already gone to work too. His work is busy to also work hard. I often go to the place where he works to accompany him if having time. The work of seeing him do is dirty and tired, it is in poor shape in one day that the clothes just washed are put on, I think I love very much. Labour intensity is so big, are afraid he is too much to bear, though I do not have many living costs, I live frugally and buy a lot of delicious things for he supplies nutrition. Study modest and too very fine to me, he and one village in little day, the intersection of rumor and he in I hear of it too before this, but he tell me he to mind others like how say how say so long as he think I kind girl.
Very dull with learn modest day that stay, go the intersection of he and house visit, find family circumstances of him not so good as my home far too, but what I took a fancy to is the filial quality again that he can bear hardships. Go through and behind the the first love of person, I know, see people to watch moral standing in a primary one light day.
When graduate quickly, I think I am an adult, do not want to conceal something to family, tell the elder sister the thing of the modest love with studying first. Listen to I learn modest to praise so well, elder sister sudden caprice let me sound out he, let me tell him I am pregnant, see what response he makes. I, according to doing. Learn modest and listen to, very glad, also tell one's own family, they determine to prepare our marriage wedding at once. See they so conscientiously, I can't bear, go on, the lie to study a modest to say by oneself while being honest one. He is disappointed and angry, say to me that detest cheating by oneself. After my apology constantly, he forgives me.
After graduating, I have looked for a job too, though the income is not high, give priority to him as before, have the intersection of nothing and delicious kind drink think of, give him buy first, brother of him say, it is so kind to him that none of girls will look like me. We actually all treat the other side genuinely, but because are all urgent tempers, it is small to quarrel small and make a noise to often have too. Quarrel sometimes, angry to say good-bye extremely, that period of times, transient to separate, become reconciled also, do not know that gets down going back more or less.
In April, I am really pregnant. Study modest to want the child very much, but I dare, I know how keen on face savingly it will be the intersection of I and family, they can not accept that the daughter is pregnant before marrige. And just graduated by oneself, so small, did not plan to get married at all. I can only choose to do the operation. Unless last cost but income of us only, savings,it last operation and after if you can't recuperate, cost money, though it is modest to learn and raise some, it is not enough. Have no way, I have to ask the elder sister and borrow the money.
The elder sister is very angry, think a big man of his makes me so awkward, has not taken on very much, make a phone call to him directly, will let him get in touch with me afterwards. I was a bit disappointed with him too at that time, under the circumstances that the elder sister advised constantly, somehow, seem not to feel at all about him at one time, then promise the elder sister, no longer with him.

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