The boyfriend lets me earn 1 million every year He makes logistic _'s love for time at home

The boyfriend lets me earn 1 million every year He makes logistic _'s love for time at home

In my eyes, the general man will all think, should make great efforts later, earn money and support the family, it is hurt and wronged not to let wives receive a little, but he wants me to make money and raise him hard, hey.
Already 4 years with boyfriend for me, when being once together
It is very good to wait the emotion, feel both sides are mutual and only, do not know that is familiar with very much each other, it is too long, because our personality temper changed a lot of, I think he the less minds me now, worse and worse to me. Once I wanted to retrieve hard, the feeling wanted to find in the past, the personality temper changed a lot too, but feel very tired slowly now, is hoped to become desperate, even seem not to come round to the idea some methods and attitudes of his very much now.
I will graduate soon, he will not be admitted to the graduate student while graduating from the undergraduate course, worked later, just did in the test, so could graduate after in a few years, and we were all countrysides, family's condition is very bad, everything can only depend on oneself, and while chatting today, a word which he said unintentionally, make me very uncomfortable: "You work at once, make great efforts, earn a lot of money later, earn upper 1 million one year in the future, I do the logistics for you at home. " Very sad in the heart, in my eyes, the general man will all think, should make great efforts later, earn money and support the family, it is hurt and wronged not to allow the wife to receive a little, I do not expect him for my many efforts, who one's own ability that it is believed that I think, have never thought of depending on, but if this sentence that he says is not be in the mood for, really make me sad very much.
Yesterday, run into by I classmate at once in a while at road, greet I and others,but not sprain he at heads nearby to (meet often by things such a actually) ,I am very uncomfortable afterwards, say to him: We are while running into my friend together later, even if you do not greet, nod and smile at to others, OK? And he will say at once: "Smile? Smile each, I do not want to speak any words! " I am very surprised. What friends of mine he knows, know him too, is he like this? Think about I run into his classmate or friend each time by oneself, even if he is not together, so long as I know, I will and they greet, say hello very warmly! I can not really come round to the idea very much.
He gives directions, will often say this personality is not good too to the person around me, that is too rotten, how is that ....As to me, he will seize the meat on my arm and smile, too fat! It is well ugly to smile at me! Not beautiful to in fact talk about the appearance, a lot of people chase at least. Weight is about 90 jin, the friends all say thinly! I will just smile on the past once in a while in the past, now he says more, I will feel very irritated, it seems that the people around me are all very disappointing, I am very disappointing and the same!
I wonder very much now: Is the emotion in 4 really very light? Emotion of us on so? I nearly 30, he study still, say, wait, get married again 5 year still at least, free how long take child get married. I am very sad, in fact I am who loves him, have said good-bye a lot times, but all unwilling finally each time, have become reconciled. But I think him worse and worse to me more and more now, has not his emotion to me been on slowly? I go down with him, will this be a stake? Will we still be to finally? It would be be to me if he have, OK?


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