The boyfriend questions crazily whether I am _'s guide of blindlying date of virgin's body

The boyfriend questions crazily whether I am _'s guide of blindlying date of virgin's body

My present boyfriend is the third boyfriend of mine, previous I have had it the first time but not bleed with the first boyfriend. Later on we say good-bye without meeting. Four years later, I knew the present boyfriend, I am his first girlfriend, he is the first time too when being with I M L, I am just on the menstrual last day when but that time, have not bled in the daytime. Never expect, bleed at the M L evening, I did not know at that time, only know some of me ached, he came out quickly if I called aching after he has only entered for several minutes. He excited to say if how kindly does it can get married now, he want, marry I at once at that time. Later on he just says to me, I bled that time, dipped in on his pants. So he thought I was the first time, I had not thought of deceiving him, but so glad when talked to me for him, I do not really know how to tell him. But some he suspect later on, because he know and I and friend of him know too I have had two boyfriends.

A very good friend of his sets up and asks him privately: Whether " your girlfriend is so beautiful, you have it with her " Is that one " crossed? " He was too shy to say, at that time
Has not admitted sincerely, then stand and say: ' she had had a boyfriend's in the past, saw her seeming very ripe again, it is not a virgin early to be sure. But my boyfriend is just a a little childish person, others say, he shake some, others say more, he is not sure. He has only told me so a bit, whether my boyfriend has asked it has been the virgin's question how to set up, I will not know. Because set up and cohabit the girlfriend, my boyfriend tells me that sets up telling him his girlfriend is a virgin. I guess my boyfriend may be setting up there learning from else's experience, is daring to ask to me, when he asks for the first time, I stay without speaking quickly, because I have not expected he will suspect, he suspects even more once seeing me not speak, asks, replies him as soon as I am worried: "Do you suspect me? Am I, are not you clear? "
As soon as he has nothing to say, he apologizes and says at once: "Have not suspected you, want to confirm, because I mind you very much. " But what he may think in the heart are more. So cross soon he tries to ask me: "Are you the first time with me, has your former boyfriend touched you? " I say: "Do you take notice of my past? If really taking notice of very much, then don't stay with me! " He has nothing to say again. The more but I escape the question like this, the more he suspects.
Later on he is always even and asks this question, I do not really know how to answer, say so, mean cheating him, is not equal to cheating him at the beginning, I do not really want to cheat, but I am afraid again he knows that will leave me. I will think too I am the first time, but he is, can't mix him a bit sometimes. But besides this, it is very good that our emotion is very good, he really loves me dearly very much. And I really love him. I will ache at the M L sometimes, do not know what reason it is, but I will come out at once if call aching him each time, though he was in excitement at that time. So I have sense of guilt like this. Will he say sometimes, it is a virgin that he will not take notice of me while loving me, but does not since he care why that is always asked too? I do not really know that should be honest.


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