Friday, October 5, 2012

It is overstepping one's bounds to require love the intersection of I and time such as love such as _ while being wholehearted for boyfriend to have

It is overstepping one's bounds to require, love the intersection of I and time such as love such as _ while being wholehearted for boyfriend to have

I am 19 years old this year, was just admitted to one and 211 universities. Look fairly beautiful by oneself, the in addition school is the industry science universities and colleges, there are few girls. So reach the university, I receive the unprecedented treatment.

At the beginning, I have refused (schoolmate) in those sophomore period . After military training, the monitor is very kind to me. The monitor is very handsome, we have a long talk all night, in fact I have the one that feel to the monitor. But the form master inserted in at this moment, I go back on a holiday of October, the form master meets me. Then let me accompany him to go out to go shopping. I one very candid girl, very getting silly that kind. The form master was to study individually by him and med. Still lead me to go out to play. One evening, he was drunk, explained. I have refused, because I like the monitor. And in one days, the form master takes me by hand on the seashore. As soon as I think oneself unable to refuse, I promise. To tell the truth, there is a reason of vanity too, after all, how many does the girl chased by form master have?
On the second day promising, he kissed me, did not kiss simply. Later, he often says girls of the university has many it is not the virgin, it is very normal to be open in the room to me. Unexpectedly he
Touch it under me. I feel very sick. I do not say, very sick in those also done to me. I just like the feeling in his chest very much, but don't misunderstand, I just think it very steady and sure in the heart, do not look like him, have a desire physiologically.
He has discussed the love for four years, grinds one now. Five years older than I, 24. His temper is more irritable, in a word it is not good. But I still yearn for the arms of his warmth very much. Having made a noise with him several times, but lacked him and seemed to lack anything. The monitor is very cold to me now, I have not felt to the monitor, think he only knows that sees philosophy either, sometimes even quarrel with the monitor. All of us have bored it much each other.
When being with form master, very irritated too, not as that kind of feeling with monitor that the new term begins. Do you say the form master really likes me? He said he would let me see parents next summer holiday. But I do not miss with him ' Continue) ,(he) Have a bad temper, it is unwilling but say good-bye to have, (this is) Why? I do not know what is to be done!
Help girls: U.S.A. asks for
Honest to say, I want not to know for a long time how to reply you after reading your letter. Because I think you make one's own life very complicated.
After the target with heart appearance, accepts others' pursuit. After accepting others, do not like this person again. After feeling that does not like this person, it is not willing to to leave him. Not willing to after leaving, can not settle down to get along with him carefully? You are when what shall I do to ask, in fact do I want very much to ask, what do you really want?
With Vanity on form master fall in love, need one depend on first the intersection of oneself and wholehearted people that is like?
The love of teacher and student, or the love under man superior and woman, the leading man always lets me feel and disdains a bit. Because of two people's inequality of the position within particular time, let their pursuit always have meaning that is forced. A lot of high-quality man to consider flowers and plants in company worth doing, a lot of teacher to have principle can restrain emotion in students too. Certainly, the love of the office or teachers and students long for, if two people are in love, I support very much, regard as surging party, even to restrain no, even space refused is not given to the other side, then I do not really think this man is the full marks in my heart.
Form master of you like you, letter of you describe little, it is very difficult for me not to judge while being perfect, because the man's love and sex are often entangled with together, the man in whole world is only too anxious to deceive the woman and go to bed in one day, whether the other side is the person who they love in the heart. However, you do not like he, the one that can confirm. I know you left home just now, lived a relatively independent life in the school, need a surging depending on. However, always meet some people, say good-bye to some people like this in life. Give up, choose because of fearing to lose, federation, one day, you will regret oneself give up future countless kinds of possibility.
The person as to not loving, leave him as soon as possible, whether he loves you. Because have on the the intersection of men and women and relation of love, you will very difficult to find the intersection of happiness and sense and sense of achievement, some are only the illusion which think happy.


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