The boyfriend has married others His friend says I will not juggle in _'s love clinic

The boyfriend has married others His friend says I will not juggle in _'s love clinic

In two years, though the love in two years is not very long for a lot of persons it is not very short either, in fact I considered a lot of things before beginning the love, because my former boyfriend is his classmates, I fear! I'm afraid he comes to retaliate against me for his classmate, dally with me,
Even if not that I am afraid he is with me and will be cracked a joke by other people, realize because of the friend of his friend and my former boyfriend, the result " I no matter how because of his a word others say how to think, I only know how I think " ,I have chosen to stay with him, perhaps because he can accept the past of his classmate and me, he lets me feel he forgives me very much, I feel too he is so very honest as to just pass for one year in this way.
It is steady and sure for me to like, I ask big the intersection of good fortune and old your I so long as one ache man of me all right! We are Dutch treatments in the life in unison with him, I hand in the board expenses lived at his home regularly each month, he says it is right that family members raise him, I am a stranger, if ought to pay the money ing, give to he family 400 each month. Nothing to me, I it thinks to be right too, but half time pass by one year, I do not think more and more he is so honest a person in my imagination. He begin, have pieces of habit, count money and one than to large money have one number of times while being every, I am easy to hate seeing the appearance that he counts the money, I have asked why he there is so much amount each time, he tell me it is the intersection of payment for goods and I of company that ask result I go company let him happen he want, deliver once more either I go in unison, he sends me to the midway and sees he changes the manifest of the company, I at that time know he made use of goods of the company to earn the extra income originally. Think about either let it be, have not asked him.
I already 24, he 28 it gets married to be very normal too, I like child very much, I propose marriage want child, but he says that wants to buy the car, I ask he wants the bus want the child to fruit he say that want the car, I have put down the thought of getting married for him, he bought the car I propose getting married again after passing for two months, he let me wait for him two years more finally, I was very disappointed, he had never taken me into account to experience, so we began to quarrel often right away I proposed saying good-bye on the second anniversary of our love. He is willing too. But he begins to come to our company to look for me frequently in less than two days, go to my dormitory to wait for me to require me to forgive him, kneel, ask me marry he, he kneel how many days it will be I, he colleague of Company call me, say he look like, use soul all day, his family like my wanting me to forgive him while calling me too very much, he says he will go on a hunger strike until I forgives him. I see him kneel the intersection of I and regret very much really in front of me, I forgave him finally, continuing staying with him, he says he will change, I firmly believe too he will change, we still discussed and got married with family in October of this year well, but I find not only he change, become, add go through, lie originally also, he say him to be very much rich outside, the family does not need him to raise either, become selfish, makes and saves face at all costs! Who knows his family rented, the car borrows bank money to buy, others still thought I was very happy.
It is my birth year this year, health often disease, once I should see gynaopathy having no money on one's body he helps me for 150, he says to lend first I want to return, I think about too let it be, it is returned to him that rich, but it is unnecessary for him to ask me for the money every day, I am really too disappointed with him, he turn on car spend money recklessly outside and I care money that handle my disease, I can not really stand, choose to say good-bye to leave him again, he come to let me want me to forgive him, he says he loves me very much, wants me not to leave him! Where is the result? Just said good-bye to him but the news that he is going to marry has come in one monthed, the reason is that he did others' stomach big, I do not know whether I hate him or forgive him.
I say good-bye to him in May, it is not two years are not very short either that he put the wine drunk at wedding feast truly on December 5, but ache for me very much, ache very much. What kind of person I got along for two years, his classmates said I will not juggle, they say the result with final emotion is to get married, whether the bride is the person just knowing it, in fact but she can let him marry her. I have failed, I have failed on the emotion, am I wrong? Why treat me like this!
Why, can anyone help me to untie the heart to form?


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